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My Addiction

Journal Entry: Mon Dec 3, 2007, 3:32 PM
So I've been recieving Buprenorphine treatment for my opiate dependane for the past year. I go to the pharmacy every month to get 60 8mg Buprenorphine Sublingual Administration tablets. These tablets you place under your tounge and let them dissolve through the big veins underneath your toung for about 45mins, doing this in the morning after waking up dopesick every morning, I place my Buprenorphine under my toung and within seconds I get a euphoric warm feeling that deletes my dopesickness and gives me a high. Ive been hooked on Oxycontin, Methadone, Morphine, and all other opiates for 4 years now. I take my Buprenorphine in the morning when I cant get Oxycontin, methadone, morphine or heroin. Otherwise I pop Oxycontin or Methadone. Opiates have always been my drug of choice so its something I need every morning. I always feel horrible in the morning, so when I wake up I better have my buprenorphine ready. I usually wake up around 7 or 8 shaking dopesick in the morning, thats when I administer my first pill of buprenorphine. This calms me down, takes away my pain, gives me a nice opiate high for the day. Buprenorphine has a long half life. Buprenorphine keeps you high about 24 to 48 hours, its long like fentanyl and actually feels very similar to Fentanyl which is a very potent opiod that is 80 time more potent than morphine. Buprenorphine is 50 times more potent than morphine. Being so potent it can give even the person with the biggest tolerance to opiods a high that lasts a long time on just 8mg's. 8mg's of buprenorphine is like doing 100mg's of morphine. I do my buprenorphine in the morning, drink some coffee, and then I head off to work. I feel pretty good on buprenorphine, it gives me just enough of a high to give me a gentle nod, and it makes days easy to get through without needing to do shitloads of an opiate, you just do 1 pill of this super opiate and your set. Alot of the times I take 16mg's a day of buprenorphine, which eases my pain and gives me a great high all day long. When I run out of buprenorphine I score oxycontin, methadone, or morphine off the street to support my habit. But the buprenorphine is stronger than the rest of them. Plus it lasts the longest. Life with buprenorphine is really good. It keeps me high for longer, I use to use alot of Oxycontin, I use to jonze for it all day cuz I was gettin it off the street. But now that I have a script for an opiod like Buprenorphine, I always have opiates in my system everyday weather its Oxycontin, Morphine, Buprenorphine, Fentanyl, Methadone or Heroin. Gotta have my opiods in the morning, my coffee, then i'm all set. Opiod addiction is painful, the withdrawl is aweful, its not gonna kill you but you wish it would it hurts so bad. I'm so addicted to opiates now I really dont know if I'll ever get clean and sober. It's a struggle. My pills really bring me closer to god, and im caught up in a cycle of addiction.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 18
  • Interests: Writing Poetry, Photography and some Abstract art.
  • Favourite movie: American History X, Snatch, Rounders, Shooter, Fear and loathing in las vegas
  • Favourite band or musician: Tool, Sublime, Dipset, Dope, Rick Ross, Gorillaz, Incubus, A perfect circle
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative
  • Favourite artist: Pablo Picasso, Rene Magritte
  • Favourite poet or writer: Hunter S. Thompson
  • Favourite photographer: Myself
  • Favourite style or digital art: Abstract
  • Operating System: MAC OS X 10.4
  • MP3 player of choice: iPOD Shuffle
  • Favourite game: Need For Speed Most Wanted
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation 2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Scooby Doo, Marvin the Marshion, Porkey Pig
  • Personal Quote: "Live for today, dream for tomorrow."
  • Tools of the Trade: Knife

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Devious Comments

~kinkyvamp:iconkinkyvamp: Jan 12, 2008, 6:36:42 AM
thnx for the freind!!

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=lagunawhitecheese:iconlagunawhitecheese: Dec 25, 2007, 7:55:00 AM
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send this to all your friends
1-3 - uhh
4-6 - people care about you
7-10 people love you soo much
11-more - OMG your very special to people !!! and i know it isnt
charistmas yet lol

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~Suicide-Happy:iconSuicide-Happy: Nov 23, 2007, 1:52:05 AM
darling! just stopped by to wish you a beautiful WE! :heart:

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~pieceofmiiiind:iconpieceofmiiiind: Oct 24, 2007, 5:30:05 AM
That's fine, Thanks so much I really apreciate it. :-*

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*bentota:iconbentota: Oct 21, 2007, 12:56:17 PM
you've been featured in my journal! hope its okay, if not i'll change it as soon as possible :D

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~Xaldin911:iconXaldin911: Oct 5, 2007, 11:02:12 AM Mood: Hysterical
youve been tagged ! :o

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~b0rd-elle:iconb0rd-elle: Sep 25, 2007, 9:35:54 AM
Thanks for the favs :blowkiss:

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~nosuprises1:iconnosuprises1: Sep 21, 2007, 1:37:48 PM
Thanks man!. I see you have returned [:

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~jolim:iconjolim: Sep 20, 2007, 8:14:19 AM
Sir, I know this is extremely late but i really want to thank you for your comment and fav! :salute:

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*bentota:iconbentota: Sep 11, 2007, 4:00:52 PM
another of this chain thingy... but better, i think...
You've Been Hugged.. mhmm, Indeed.



Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

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*biskui:iconbiskui: Sep 8, 2007, 6:02:13 AM Mood: Zest
Thanks a lot for the fav and the "watch"!

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~M-i-n-c-a:iconM-i-n-c-a: Sep 8, 2007, 2:57:36 AM
love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes. Do it if you wanna know who your real love is YOU CANNOT RETURN THIS AS OF NOW

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~M-i-n-c-a:iconM-i-n-c-a: Sep 5, 2007, 9:50:36 AM
I tagged you! :D
*check out my journal*

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Savvy...?
*Tormenture:iconTormenture: Sep 3, 2007, 3:23:42 PM
just so you know i valued what you had to say on my work, it is much appreciated. Thankyou

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~mazoSHEst:iconmazoSHEst: Sep 3, 2007, 12:38:55 PM
thnx for ewerythng :}
~joao15:iconjoao15: Sep 3, 2007, 5:29:26 AM
thanks for the fav!I glad you like!

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=lagunawhitecheese:iconlagunawhitecheese: Sep 3, 2007, 5:02:50 AM Mood: Affection
thanks for the :+fav:

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~Dr1Ku:iconDr1Ku: Sep 3, 2007, 2:05:07 AM
Thank you for the :+devwatch: and nice comments !! :bow:
~marpu:iconmarpu: Sep 2, 2007, 1:13:41 PM
Hello there,
what a shame I haven't thanked you for your nice comments on my dev-page yet - so THANK YOU a lot! ;)

Have a great time,
Marcel P.

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*LadyLyonnesse:iconLadyLyonnesse: Sep 2, 2007, 9:55:09 AM
Hi and thanks for the :+devwatch:.
Cheers,
Kat

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~xxxnana:iconxxxnana: Sep 2, 2007, 9:12:30 AM
hi thanks for the comment and the fav...Im going to watch your gallery

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~JennaMK:iconJennaMK: Sep 2, 2007, 9:08:41 AM
Thank you for your comments, and your gallery is great!
~Kalm:iconKalm: Sep 2, 2007, 8:19:22 AM
thanks for your comments, good luck kicking that opiate addiction, it'll clean your eyes out man ;)
~xarlottphotos:iconxarlottphotos: Sep 2, 2007, 8:01:27 AM Mood: Cheerful
Thnaks for the nice comment!!! Pretty cool stuff yourself!!

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~M-i-n-c-a:iconM-i-n-c-a: Sep 2, 2007, 7:43:57 AM
Thank's for add to friends :thanks: :D And for the :+fav: :hug:

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